Journal Entry: Thu Jan 6, 2011, 2:39 AM
Hmn so. Not a very productive year art-wise. I barely drew anything at all. Olive in a Grainfield being the only big thing to come out in the entire year. Pretty much been art blocked since november 2009. LoL. That's how it feels at least.
Over the past year I've had a love hate relationship with my art. I get into phases where I just adore my style then I start to see the faults in it. Now I'm trying to find my identity in my art. I'm trying to get away from an anime style. I feel kind of sad that I'm trying to distance myself from something I once loved quite dearly. Just a part of growing up, I guess.
So at the moment, I feel like, eventually I want to try for a more realistic style. Not completely realistic!! but kind of like game art maybe!? Also I'm still trying to improve my colouring. But to no avail.
Hmn, what else happened, Oh Neph living with me for the better part of 2010 was amazing. : ) It's probably why I've not really been around anywhere for the year. Finally getting off of the computer to do things IRL LIEK WOW SO 2002 OF ME. Between hanging out and starting tew werk for a living, I've had so little time. And so little inspiration to draw.
So hello, 2011. I hope things change. I want to draw more. I want to draw better than I do now. I want to finish the commissions that I'm an awful person for not finishing yet. AJKDNSJKSDN. WHY AM I TAKING SO LONG I DON"T EVEN KNOW. >:C
Um so yeah. I want to draw more. OH and actually start to use a sketch book again. I'm pretty much off of tegaki. Just so lazy, can't be bothered with it much these days. Only wanna use it for some rping ;w;
doo dee doo oh yeh and for anyone interested, I'm thinking about typing out a bunch of stories about Olive in mah EL JAY, jsut like, her original Flintridge story and how that got fucking cancelled lol and then her new story. Might throw in some AUs or something IDK remains to be seen.
OK gonna hop off now and draw another commission. Seriously, I hate myself for not getting them done yet. i fucking just... what a douche. Seriously.
AWLSOW: one of my new years resolewshawns is tew lewse weight. mnnn. Already lawst a kilo. Need tew lewse... 10 more. OAOOOOOOO. WOW. hope I can dew it. yayay. Wanna get more confident with myself and um yeah.